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Thursday, January 8, 2015

Dear 2015,

Happy happy New Year everyone! Before I can hop into my new year (school starts in 4 days..no) sometimes it's good to reflect on all of the things that happened from the previous year. So here are a couple of things that come to mind when I think of 2014:

1. In January, I finished my first full year at Oklahoma State (that seems like so long ago) and wow has it forever changed my life. I have to agree with all of the people out there that say choosing the right college is one of the biggest and most important decisions of your life.  Thankfully, I know for a fact that I choose the right college for me, and wow has it made me grow in so many different areas of my life. 

2. Summer 2014, I went with my best friend, Tori, to New York City! Experiencing Long Island and NYC was eye opening-- I think everyone should visit NYC at some point in their life just to get a good idea of how crazy, amazing and huge the world we live in is! When you grow up in a small town your whole life it's easy to have the idea that the world revolves around you and your choices, but after visiting NYC its almost a slap into reality that says hey Carley, look how much is out there in the world to experience other than the Main Street in your hometown. 

3. This past Fall 2014 semester was full of so much growth.  After I moved into my sorority house, I have made so many true and caring life long friends.  Honestly, I think these friends have encouraged me (in so many ways they probably don't know) into creating what I call the best version of myself.  I think by seeing these girls everyday and having them there by my side, it makes me feel like a stronger and more independent life loving and God fearing woman. 

4. I finally decided on a career choice that I am in love with.  That's huge.

5.  Last but not least, another big area of my life that was greatly affected this year was my relationship with Christ.  I found my church home in Stillwater (which has been such a true blessing) and been able to have the opportunity to help disciple to middle school girls.  (which had me so scared at first--that age group is not in my usual comfort zone) But those girls have impacted my life and my relationship with the Lord greatly.  They push me to grow closer to Him daily.  But overall, I have made much progress (despite my hard-headedness) spiritually.  I know that it is all in His plan and He will provide for me always and give me what I truly need when I need it.  His timing is perfect (even though I am so impatient lol) 

Now, It's 2015.
Time to make new memories and keep improving.  This year I pray that I can keep up a consistent, fitness routine that becomes more of a habit rather than a task I'm forcing myself to do.  I pray that I can truly focus on myself and my relationship with the Lord-- striving for a happy and content Carley that doesn't stress over things that have no value.  And that I can continue to grow with my friends as well.  I want to be able to experience my last 3 semesters of college fully.  To go ahead and make that Whataburger trip with your friends at 2 AM, to have that conversation with someone I usually wouldn't, to take the time and slow down because this life is going by so fast.



With high hopes and love,